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Too all you beautiful ladies

Noor im am so happy that i can touch your heart reading your article made me break down and cry i just fell and broke down, never in the world did i think this would ever happen to me never.

i am also heart broken and extremely depressed im stress and im suffering im rebelling i just dont know what else to do anymore i still also silently pray i beg i wish i hope i try to stay strong but im also breaking. i try to help others by encouraging them but i am weak so weak i dont even know who i am or want to be anymore

i want all you ladies to keep trying and keep praying im dying for one of you to write next time your sucess story i want you all to be mothers and enjoy what god has blessed so many with.

I want you to keep on going no matter what even though i have fallen and almost given up. i know you ladies wont. i know you will keep holding on. Maybe in the past something i did rubbed God the wrong way maybe something even now. but just keep the faith keep praying and one day you will come back and write a success story and help other women.

God bless and stay strong we are all women with the same situation. it breaks my heart but i know you still have faith insde you somewhere. just keep pulling the faith card out and trust God.

pray for me and i will pray for you all like i do.

hannah

hannah

Still Trying

I have been reading your stories and my prayers are with all of you; I can identify with losing faith but still try to stay strong. My husband and I are all over the place emotionally when one of us is down the other is positive. We tried IUI and on Valentine's day found out we were pregnant with a beta of 17 then to find out 2 days later we were no longer pregnant. This is the second chemical pregnancy we've had.

The doctors upd the chlomid to 100mg and we used the shot last nite and go for another IUI tomorrow. It's hard to stay optimistic when you have premature ovarian failure...our best chance are 8%. Even with all the hormones & drugs we only have 1 follicle; hopefully it works.

The doctors said we can try it this way for 5-7 more months and then that's it. It's awkward going for the procedure and work is getting really frustrated with the amount of time I'm needing to get to my appointments.

We're left with adoption which we are undecided about personally, emotionally and financially we know we can't afford; we're thinking about leaving our families and moving to a state that is cheaper to live in order to save some money.

I hope we all become pregnant and have healthy children
Take care,
Kelly

Kelly

My heart is broken

I am writing my story because I know that this will be a theraputic exercise for me. I was also very touched by some of the stories I read, especially Hannah's.

I really needed to hear another person tell me to still have faith in God, because though I am a very spiritual person, I really feel my faith in God is being tested enormously. My husband and I have been trying for a while now and nothing has happened. The doctor told me I have ovulation problems and put me on Clomiphene, but I haven't gotten pregnant.

I try to be strong but it is very hard when you desperately desire to be a mother but can't. I see celebrities that do drugs get pregnant and it only makes my angrier. I don't smoke or drink and I try my best to live my life as a good person.

All I can think is "why does God not give me a child". My heart is broken but I will try to take Hannah's advice and seek God.

Noor

I Pray...I Wish Upon A Star, But Still Nothing

They say NEVER say NEVER but.... me and my boyfriend have been trying to conceive for six years...We are engaged to be married soon and It's heartbreaking knowing that I may never have a family of my own... We have thought about seeing a fertility doctor..but it's just too expensive!

My gynecologist only adds to my frustrations.....or maybe because I don't have the proper Insurance, she just doesn't care. She told me I may have PCOS..a medical condition that causes infertility, but I Just don't want to accept that..It really breaks my heart.

I am hoping and praying that GOD will bless me with such a precious gift..without medical intervention. I believe in HIM and I silently pray everyday...that one day he will answer my prayer.

Shay

Dear Elizabeth Thank you

Hi mrs elizabeth thank you so much for sharing that bit of information i know what you mean im telling you these doctors ,i dont know why they do or say some of the things they do. Its very costly for wanting a child. Today i just cried and said im giving up at times my faith gets weak.

Elizabeth i wish you and your spouse the best of wishes in having a baby and i hope and ill pray for you that you will be able to concieve no matter what you try to do. I can sence that your a beautiful person keep it that way and again thanks for the heads up.

P.S i hope that the iui works for you and your spouse

Editor's note: If you want to share your experiences online, try posting here: http://www.pregnancy-info.net/QA/questions-Infertility

hannah