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Me and my partner have been together 3 years. I come off the pill at the begining of January 2011, it took us till may to get pregnant. We were overjoyed. Bought mum to be signs for the car and everthing. The day of the first scan we went and saw our baby kicking on the screen. Then the doctor had some bad news, our baby didnt have a skull. It hadnt formed for some reason. We were devestated. We were told the baby isnt developing at all. The brain would start to swell and it wouldnt survive. Termination was the only option. I sunk into deep depression. As the time came for the termination i was 16 weeks and 4 days. My little boy was so tiny. After that nothing could lift my spirits, i turned to drinking everynight. I blamed my partner and he blamed me. It was horrible, all around me my friends were having babies, why not me? I found it extremley hard to deal with. Later in the year 3 months after i lost my boy i found out i was pregant again. I was completley shell shocked. Sadly on boxing day when i was 6 weeks i fell down the stairs. I woke up in the morning to blood. I crumbled. I phoned the hospital and they said it sounded like a misscarriage. I was utterly crushed, so was my partner. I took a pregnancy test a few weeks later and a negative sign confirmed our loss. I have come to terms with our loss but have bad days. We are in the process of moving house shortly so i am hoping for a fresh start in all aspects. I just want a healthy successfull pregnancy, i have my fingers crossed for a happy future. Anyone else with a similar story would be a very big help as i havent really spoke to people about it x

Emma

Forever My Angle

me and my boyfriend have been dating for 10mths when we found out tht we would be having a baby to happy...we went to every appointment... everything was good baby was growing right the weight was right heart rate was a lil slow but was said to b fine for lil boy :) so bout week 32 i start gaining a lot weight blood pressure was high check in w/ my midwife everything was fine but to be safe lets do two weeks of bed rest on my left side two weeks came and went weight went down but blood pressure still high told me friday tht on monday i would be getting induce. so me n my boyfriend to happy over the birth of our 1st son on monday but sunday night i just felt like something was wrong kept asking my boyfriend to check my belly to feel for Taylen heart beat he did said everything is fine ... sadly Monday morning came with so much heart break went to the Hp @ 6am check in they started looking for a beat but it was so low my baby kicked once.. they started pushing trying to get a strong one bout a hr went by and nothing my dr was called she tried still nothing boyfriend was get mad at 7.45am my son passed away due to his cord getting wrapped around his neck 3 tight...talk bout sad..went 9mths to need up w/ a room full of baby stuff empty arms and a broken heart but even thou it was a sad time we still got to have more than must ppl get we got to see tht he look like me and his dad got to play with his hands and feet was it a great lost yes it broke mine and my family hearts but we are making and i will always have my son looking over me I believe God does not give us anything we cant handle :) I Love You Taylen for ever my Angle

Monique

I THOUGHT I LOVED HIM

MY NAME IS SHAWNNA . I WAS WITH A BOY FOR ABOUT 4 YEARS . HE WAS MY EVERYTHING .. WE HAD SEX LIKE AFTER 6 MONTHS NEVER USED ANYTHING TO PROTECT OUR SELFS. SO IN MAY WE BROKE UP BUT I LOVED HIM SO MUCH I STILL WAS HAVIN SEX WITH HIM SO HE CAN STILL WANT TO TALK TO ME . IN AUG. I GOT PREGANT AND I TOLD HIM AND HE ANSWER WAS TO GET A ABORTION HE AINT READY AND HE DONT WANT NO KIDS RIGHT NOW, I LET HIM TALK ME INTO GETTIN THE ABORTION . ND I STILL THINK ABOUT IT . LIKE HOW SOMEONE U LOVE SAY GET RID OF YA CHILD THAT FAST . SMH I STILL THINK ABOUT THE MONTHS I WOULDA BEEN THA NAME AND HOW THE CHILD WOULDA LOOKED . SO LADIES IF YOU THINK THAT YOU READY FOR A KID DONT LET HIM TELL U WHAT TO DO. TO THIS DAY IM STILL STUPID BECAUSE I MISS WITH HIM . BUT I STILL DONT WANT TO LEAVE THE PAST ALOINE . I FEEL LIKE HE IS THE ONE FOR ME BUT HE JUST DONT KNOW WHAT HE WANST RIGHT NOW . AND I WANNA STAY IN THE PICTURE SO WHEN HE COMES WITH HIS RIGHT MIND . IM GOING TO BE THE GIRL THAT HE WANST TO BE WITH .

shawnna kelsey

Lost Baby Girl :(

My name is Brittany , i am now 17 ......my story begins back in 2009 when i was dating a guy for a year ........i thought he was my everything so i gave him what he wanted and lost my viginity at 14 ........it was late on saturday night when we decided we wouild have sex ...(we were only together 4 months) he said he had protection on so i went on with it ......4 weeks later my period was late i told him he was scared but excited at the same time so i went and took the test and it came back positive i told him and his family i then told my dad whom i lived with atm he wasnt happy and kicked me out so i went to live with my bf .......we brought the cot, clothes, nappies, bottle, everything we had it all we were all set for the baby .......... i was 22 weeks and i went to find out the sex of the baby i had a feeling it wold be a girl.................................and it was my little baby girl was growing healthy and strong inside me i was the happiest girl alive .......... we picked a name Izabella Ann Maree :) we were so happy until.................my bf came home one night and was angry after he had a dispute with one of his close friends and he decided to take it out on me ......we got into a big argument he called me a slut so i called the relationship off and went to leave with everything and said "u will never see ur daughter so dnt bother trying " and walked out he then came behind me and pushed me then i fell onto the cement and instantly got pains Izabella was kicking so hard i thought she was going to kick her way out ....................i then began bleeding and rushed to the hospital ................3 hours later i found out my baby girl Izabella Ann Maree was sent to heaven to be with my grandfather :( i broke up with my bf and lost all contact with him i got a restraining order against him and his family and i am now 17 and think about what my life would be like today if i had my baby girl with me .........i am now happy living life ......and spending as much time with my friends and family cause u never know when u will be pregnant so please girls i dnt regret Izabella but i do wish i would have waited i am reminded everyday of my baby girl by my stretch marks :) R.I.P Izabelle Ann-Maree <3 Mummy Misses you very much :)

Brittany

misfortunate

when Iwas in high school, I've got a boyfriend named Matthew. we love each other much, till we had a sex. I felt so afraid to what i just did but, i cannot bring the past back.
After a month, I've been pregnant. I was shocked> I dont know what to do I tell it to matthew, but he ignored me, he broke me up and said he cant take it. at that moment I was scared. my emotions were mixed. then i felt like something was flowing on my legs......BLOOD! my mom took me to the doctor but it was too late.. so misfortunate

Brittany