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losing a baby at 14

i am now 15 years old. 8 months ago, i found out i was pregnant. i had never imagined that i would get pregnant, but i had an awesome boyfriend, and a very supporting parents. i thought my first ulrasond went perfect and i was really excited. i later found out, that the doctor pulled my mom aside and told her that i was gonna lose it. i woke up on morning, bleeding and in pain. i was alone on the bathroom floor, pouring blood. it was the worst thing to ever happen to me. i loved that little baby. it had become my whole life. but i am now almost five months pregnant with another baby. i'm due june 14. please pray for me. and pray that my baby makes it.

kelsey

I losed my first baby girl a day before her due da

hi my name is kaamilah and i losed my daughter kaminah a day before her due date, while attending a regular prenatal appointment my Dr counld not find a heart beat, i couldnt believe it, because i had attended every doctor's appointment, ate, right, and took my prenatal pills everyday. It still feels like a nightmare. Fortunetly, i got to hold her she was still warm and it looked like nothing was wrong with her, I will always keep her in my heart my first baby girl. I will try for another child one day but sometime in the future.

kaamilah ramey

I lost my pulguita

I'm 22 years old, and i'm from Ecuador, on January 2010 I should be giving birth to my first child, but i lost it sixth months ago, it was an ectopic pregnant... Even now i'm working, i never stop thinking how would it be, i love my baby, although i never saw it, i've been crying since july, my fiance is sad but i saw in him that he tries to be strong so he could help me... Last night we praid for our baby, we prefer to think he or she is in heaven taking care of us... I want to have another baby, but I'm afraid, I don't know if I could pass all over this again... I carry on my purse the only eco I had from the baby and i kiss it sometimes... I can't look to other woman that are pregnant, and today a partner of work told she was pregnant and that she doesn't know if she want it, I hope she changed her mind... Thank u for reading, and sorry if my english is not very good...

Carolina

I lost my fifth baby

I was so glad to know I was having a boy. I have two older kids from my first husband a boy and a girl. Me and my second husband have two daughters and were waiting for our son we lost. We only knew that he was a boy for one day until we knew he wouldn't survive. I thought that I would die from heartache. That was one of the worst days of my life. I had never lost a baby and didn't know how that felt. After four healthy babies from 20 to 2 years old. Mind you I am 35 even though I know they consider that advanced maternal age. It hurts so bad to loose such an anticipated baby we thought we were done girl or boy. We just wanted a healthy baby....again and then this happened that would change me forever. The mommy me who was supposed to be strong was now weak and broken and for got her purpose. I have lost alot in my life but never thought I would loose a child that was the only thing I was good at. Making babies until now. I still walk around with a broken heart. I don't know how to heal myself and move on.

amber

dealing with losing my infant son to stillbirth

I just lost my son to stillbirth.. it was the most shocking thing i ever thought i would hear. My pregnancy was going great until november 25th of this year i went for my scheduled appoitment with my OB and he put the doppler on my stomach and said i hear a heartbeat but it is very faint and told me to go to the hospital and get ready for a emergency c-section so i am obviously got really worried but realized if there is something wrong we should get the baby out. So by the time i got to the hospital they put the ultasound on and the fetal monitor on me and they told me there is no heartbeat and that my baby had died. i was so shocked i thought i was in a bad nightmare. but yes so now i am grieving and i cant stop thinking about my baby boy Connor.

Susan