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its over all hope is lost

Well the doctor just called. My husband is infertile.

Good luck people

its over no babies for me

Sad!!!!

Me and my boyfriend been trying to have a baby for three years now and nothing has happened.

I have symtoms of being pregnant and my period be late sometimes but eventually it comes on. I feel so fustrated and sad all the time cause that's the only thing that i want right now and it never happens.

I just don't know whats wrong cause my family have 8 or 10 kids and I'm the only one that it seems like can't have kids!!!

sad

fustrated

We have been also trying for 11 years and taking clomid. it's not working. my husband goes for a sperm count tommorrow. so nervous if this doesnt work i have to go to a specialist and i really dont want to go. i feel like it should happen natural. everyone keeps telling me oh its up to god and i know you will be blessed. just be patient.

well ive been patient for 11 years and its not happening and now im fustrated and mad with everyone. Im sick of hearing, oh im so excited for you. your trying clomid. oh it will happen. well its not. Every where i look its baby, baby, baby, and my sister in law acts like its so easy. Her husband said when are you going to have any?

The favorit question over there, around the sunday dinner table, i say im not ....cause im tired of being asked and then he says the most hurtful thing. "your life is not worth anything without kids". That has stuck with me we are not talking any more. none of the family doessonr. you think if i could have kids by now i would, the thing that hurts is maybe he is right.........anyways just fustrated and mad.

fustrated

Hopeful

Well the last time i wrote was in May, still the same old story but this time my period has been haywire since February . I normally have a five day period. First day spotting, second day heavy bleeding, third day small bleeding then by the fifth day it fades away. I've been on fertility medication since December, had a false alarm in January and now my period is two- three day with small bleeding. I have taken a home pregnancy test four times already but they all came back negative. I've been having funny dreams and contacted a dream interpreter to analyze and i was told a pregnancy is coming very soon i must just be patient.

I believe my dreams because deep down i was starting to panic , was also thinking of IVF but now i'm just gonna wait it out

To all those of you who have lost hope and think that maybe god is punishing you for something you or your family did in the past life and this life or maybe you don't deserve to be mothers, that's not true. listen carefully to what that small voice deep down is saying. Is it telling you to lose hope or to fight for what you want.

Don't lose hope your time is coming. "It's just that God has so many requests in the cue to attend to but he will eventually get to yours". So I guess i'm waiting for my time in the cue.

God bless all of you wonderful mothers to be.

Faith

Hoping

I have been trying to conceive for the past 4 years and finally did get pregnant in September of 2005, but I miscarried at 6 weeks; that was the most devastating experience I have ever been through. It took me several months to physically heal.

I am again trying and have been trying for the past 6 months. I have tried every fertility medicine there is and nothing has worked. I have even had surgery to remove scar tissue and endometriosis. Now, my doctor thinks in vitro fertilization would be the best chance for me to get pregnant. I am very scared and frustrated; I feel like it may not work the first time, then I would have to try it several more times. It so expensive and I could not afford to try it several times.

I am just hoping and praying it works the first time or I don't know what I will do. I'm trying not to lose hope it's just so hard.

Gerrie

Gerrie