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hope and dreams

Hi ladies im twenty five and we have been trying for a baby for five years.I have been pregnant five times, i lost all my babies and now i am recovering from surgery with my last.It was in my left tube, also i have a bent right tube they say and endrametrious also very bad, i try not to give up but its so so hard.Everyone seems to be having babies around me.I pray for everyone and hope god one day will bless usxxx

Lorna

twins

Well, it's nothing new: I'm just amazed that everyone around seems to be popping ou babies like candies- everyone except me. And now Angelina and her twins' story attacks me all the time, as she was chatting and laughing during the C-section- it seems like that was all easy and funny, and no effort at all.... And why oh why all the stars must have twins? What happened to having just one "regular" baby? It's so unfair. I'm not jealous. Unfortunately, I'm beyond that and I'm simply resigned. If you try for many years and nothing is happening, I guess you reach that point of being just tired of the whole baby-making business...

Mary

LIFE

Hello ladies, well today i found out that my husbands little brother(19 his girlfriend 17) are expecting there first child and i was not happy to be honest i went to the bathroom and bawled like a baby and asked god some questions then i came back out like nothing happened i tried to hide it from my husband but then kater confessed to him that i am sad about the situation. Right now i dont know what to do i really do i try i give up i try i give up bow i just feel like trying again and just letting go letting god take over and do whatever he wants. There are many people out there in worse situaions then me getting pregnant but thats god i know he has or im hoping he has something good in store for me and my husband. im just leaving everything this is going to be 6-7 years of trying on and off and lots of emotions and breakdowns. but again im just leaving it to god i cannot do anything myself anymore its all GOD NOW. i will pray for all of you ladies out there and wish and hope for the best.

just pray and leave it to god im not giving up or in im just letting go now i dont know what can will or is going to happen now. god bless you all and good luck itll happenen just PRAY and thank god in the good and bad times of your journey in life.

freddy

Fertility Issues with Lots of Hope and Faith in Go

I have just spent a little time tonight reading over some of the stories on this website and I hear myself in each one of you. I have been to the point of giving up, not wanting to be around anyone, being mad at myself and my husband and whoever comes in my way. It sucks and it is a constant struggle. I am working on my 3rd fertility doctor who has just diagnosed me with endometriosis and I will have my laparascopy procedure done in a few weeks. I'm very nervous and worried about this but at the same time completely anxious to get it over with and move on to having children with my husband. We have been thru a 4 year struggle. Its so mentally, emotionally, physically, and financially draining. I pray for each of you and hope that you never give up hope and faith because that is truly the only thing that can keep you going. If you give up, you give in and that's not what anyone wants. Good luck!!!!

Rachel

Not alone

I am 22 and my husband and I been pregnant twice but each resulted in an ectopic which also resulted in both of my tubes to be removed. We are willing to try IVF but at this time we are not able to afford it. If anyone is able to have insurance coverage lucky you. I have been reading everyone stories and I see that I am not the only one who has a fertility problem and just wishes it would go away. I will pray for each and everyone of you. Best wishes to those who are having treatments as well as those who are going to do it in the future.

Takesha