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unborn angel

when i was 15 i met a guy . he was sweet, loving, became my world. after two months of dating i got pregnant through a careless mistake. when i told him he had mixed emotions but not for one second thought of leaving my side. we began thinking of names, planning what we would do , how we would tell our parents, we got really into it. i wanted a babay boy. we weregoing to name him jason skye. I dreamed about him alot, and i still o now. 7.5 weeks into my pregnancy i had a miscarrage. i was beyond devestated. i"d lost my baby. and after a while i lost myself. consumed in depression ,and alone, with no one but my boyfriend i crumbled, and he left after a while. he is now dating my friend, and is happy. i on the other hand am broken ,and alone. i dream of my baby boy most nights ,and cry alot, one day i"ll be able to pull myself together,...i hope :(

ashley

Not meant to be...

During the first two weeks of October my boyfriend and I found out that I was pregnant. He had just turned 20 and I was about to be 18. Having only been together for four months, it scared us. The pregnancy was a huge surprise, mostly because he has been going through Chemo (yea he's got cancer). We didnt tell anyone but our closest friends.
I started to get a belly after just a few weeks (I am a stick, so a couple pounds is really noticeable). Reality hit and I was grateful that I had experiance with infants and kids in general (I worked at a pre school).
We started to get used to the idea of being parents, excited even. I was two months when I started cramping. A few days later I was bleeding. At first I thought nothing of it cause lots of women have a light period while being pregnant. But the bleeding got heavier. I let my boyfriend know and later that week I went to the clinic with my mother (We still hadnt told her).
They didnt ask if I was or possibly could be pregnant. And I wasnt about to tell them with my mom sitting right there. I let the doctor know that I was Sexually Active. Right away they asked me for a sample to test. She came back into the room and said,"Well good is thats negative."
I fought so hard to keep my composure. I try not to cry when im alone. I knoe it was for the best but I cant stop thinking about it. Why couldnt I stay pregnant?? Would I ever have kids?? Was there somthing wrong with me??
My boyfriend and I are six months strong. He is so supportive and even wants to try again after I graduate in June. Thiss experiance taught me a lot and idk when we'll have kids or even if i'll have kids with him but I do know that I Want to be a Mother and hopefully one day, when the time is right, it'll happen.
12-10-11

Anyssa Aurora;

I LOST MY SON IN TRANSIT

My Hubby and i were expecting our third child,as usual every thing was normal until the day i rushed to hospital after seeing blood to me it was normal because i was already in labor, we rushed to hospital and thank God we reached safely but in the first 15mins while i was in the hands of the midwives, they examined the heart and there was no pulse, i was then rushed to the scan and it was just confirmation that that baby had died. They helped me break the membranes and in with a short time i was at 9cms so i pushed a dead baby........they told me it was the umbrical cord which tied my baby to the extent of being cut off from oxygen. Maureen Kyeswa

maureen

5 months. baby will live for an hour or so

As i entered my 5th month of pregnancy everything was going fine, heartbeat, amniocentisis, my baby boy was healthy. I was experiencing alot of pain in my left side. i asked for a UTI exam and i had a urine infection. i was prescribed amoxicillin and i took it three times. i then started experiencing contractions. i went to the doctor and i opened up 3 centimeters in a matter of half an hour i was opened 6 centimeters. i was told my baby will live for about an hour or so but they couldnt save him because i was only 20 weeks. Sooooo sad i love my baby.

carla

Our Precious Miracle

My fiancé and I found out we were pregnant August 15, 2011. It was a surprise but a wanted one. We had an ultrasound at 9 weeks to make sure the due date was correct since I was on birth control when we got pregnant. We saw the little jelly bean growing perfectly with a heart beat of 176 bpm. Our 11 week appointment was coming up and I couldn't help but think something was going to go wrong. I was so worried that I had dreams that we went into our appointment and we would hear no heartbeat. Sadly, my dream came true. On October 3rd at our 11 week appointment there was no heartbeat. We had an emergency ultrasound and found out the baby died shortly after our first ultrasound. I was so devastated that all I wanted to do was go home and sleep it all away. They wanted me to do a D&C right away but I couldn't, I just wanted to cling on to the hope that maybe they were wrong. But 3 days later I miscarried naturally, but had to have a D&C anyways just to make sure. Its been 7 weeks since I heard no heartbeat. Today I would be 18 weeks and 1 day pregnant and I cry everyday for our sweet baby angel. I am so thankful that I got to carry our precious miracle for 11 weeks and just pray that God will bless us with another one that we can carry to full term and raise in His name. It would make us be a little more patient until the time comes to where we get to hold our first precious miracle.

Jennifer