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Our Little Angel

My husband and I were expecting our 3rd child in April of 2009. We were so excited because it takes us quite long to get pregnant (2 years, 1 1/2 years and 10 months). I went for my first ultrasound at 20 weeks and everything looked normal to me. My two little girls waved to the baby and to my surprise, the baby waved back. I went home so excited that things seemed to be going good. The next day our doctor called me and wanted to see me right away. I went in and he informed my husband and I that our baby's brain did not develop properly and that our baby was basically dying inside me. There was no real chance of life after birth. It was the worst thing ever. I cried for days and days at a time then I would stop for a couple days and then cry some more. A week later we went in for a D&E and after coming to, the first sound I heard was a baby crying in the next room. My heart was breaking and there was nothing noone could do or say that would stop it. It's been 3 1/2 weeks since my D&E and I have moments where I don't even want to leave my bedroom and then I think of my two other kids and I carry on for them. I seem to get more panic attacks now and I can laugh but then I feel guilty for it. My kids don't really understand. The 6 year old knows that the baby was sick and went up to heaven but the 3 year old still asks if she's going to be a big sister and I have to tell her "No not this time honey but hopefully soon you will be." I know time will heal and I know that our little angel is looking down on us. I want to start trying right away but was told that we should wait a little while for me to heal emotionally and physically. I just so want to be pregnant again.

Stacy

miscarriage

I have two misscarriages in my life after one misscarriage i got pregant again and i have beatuiful baby girl then after one year i got pregant again and i face miscarriage of 3 months pregancy.Totally i have two miscarriage in my four year marriage life.Now with the grace of ALLAH i am pregant again and hoping for best.

farwa

MY FIRST BABY

my name is UK and i am 33years old pregnant for the first time with my baby : 3 months and 1 week. it was the happiest experience of my life and my husband when was extremely excited. on june 8 2008, i woke up at about 6am to go to the bathroom and i noticed that i was all soaked. i thought that i had peed on myself in my dream and ashamed to wake up my husband to tell him. i quitely got up, went to the bathroom, had a shower, changed and went back to bed. it wasn't even 5minutes after i laid down that i felt a bad cramp and i also heard a sound like a big gas passed thru my stomach and came rushing down in the form of blood. i woke my husband up, called my mom who tell told me that the water was from my baby and that we should calmly go to the ER and she will meet us there. The hospital wasted so much time attending to me that i almost bled to death and we later found out that i did actually lose my baby, my first baby. It hurts like hell, i wanted to die but my family and friends conforted me and i was happy to have such a supportive system. We are still trying and it has been 6months now and still nothing.

uk

miscarriage

i had the hardest time with my loss :'( my husband was the greatest support to me. me i was 3 1/2 months pregnanet my baby had even kicked me i felt it i was so hard on me i was expecting her with open arms i cried and cried. my question was why me why my baby why her but then i realized that every thing happens for a reason and shes in a better place. BUT NO MATTER WHAT I STILL MISS HER AND SOMETIMES I CRY REMEBER. AND I AM PREGNANAT AND SO SCARED IT CAN HAPPEN AGAIN . :'( BUT IM HOPPING I CAN HUGG THIS BABY LOVE HER OR HIM IM JUST HOPPING I CAN BE THE BEST MOM I CAN BE and that my pregnancy gose all the way and i get my bundle of JOY :)

yomaira

my baby is gone

hi my name is Robin i'm 14 years old i hAD A MISCARRIAGE on 12/17/08 i was scared,sad,going insane..But i guess my baby wasn't meant to be here and i didn't know if it was a boy or girl i just wish GOD would give me a chance to be there for my baby but it was he's chose to take the baby..and i think my boyfriend is gonna leave me soon..so i'm gonna have to live with this by myself..i can't stand this pain..i cry almost every night i know i'm to yough but i would love to have my baby but i'm gonna wait til i'm married..

Robin