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Waking up

I hate wakeing up in the morning, I hate going to bed at night and I hate every other minute of the day. Last week I was so excited about my pregnancy and relaxed I was out of the risky first 3 months. I was completley blindsided when I went in for my four month check up. The doctor couldn't hear the babys heart beat strong enough and he was convinced that he was just laying in a difficult position. He then wheeled out the ultra sound machine so we could get a better look..he was still and there was no flashing or fluttering..He had died. It was a snowball of events afterwards, I was quickly sent to the hospital to have the baby removed so I did not have to go through the heartbreaking process of labor. What do I do now? What do I do knowing my baby is never coming..how do I deal with people? I want to hide...I have no words of wisdom, no comforting advice other than it happens to many of us..but why? Why does it have to?

marella degano

the day i wanted to die

me and my husband got married 6-12-09 i was 16 and he was 19 and i got pregnet on are honeymoon me and my husband was so happy there wasent nothing that could bring us down then one day i woke up bleeding so i went to the E.R i they told me i miss carried it on 9-11-09 and once i heard them words i wanted to literley die it felt like i just lost a big part of me i couldent belive that i lost him/her i would of been a good mother and when i lost the baby it hurt so bad its like your peariod cramps but 10 times worse and ever sence that day we have been trying for another and iam two months late on my peariod so hopefully i am

rahib

blighted ovum

i was married in March 16,2008.after 3 months,i got pregnant.i was so happy,so were my husband and both our fathers and mothers.i didn't have morning sickness.whenever i checked my fetus' development,it was always a little bag seen on the screen and the doctor gave me pills to strengthen the womb,he didn't say anything wrong...so i thought my pregnancy was fine.

when it entered the last first semester,some blood came out little by little.i was so worried...the next day,it came out again,and in the third day,i got a horrible abdomen pain.when it stopped,i just knew i have lost my baby.

the doctor carried out D&C on me...and i should be hospitalized.when i was with my husband in the hospital room,i cried and he calmed me down.

it was so hard at first when i came home from hospital,i cried again the next day in my sister-in-law's arms and my best-friend's ears.

after time,i thought that it must be a twisted blessing for me and my baby that the miscarriage was for our own good,that it ended our sufferings...thank you,Allah...

selfiyana

my little angel

at the age of 16 i got pregnant i was very happy too be pregnant my pregnancy went great i felt fine the ultrasounds came out good everything seemed fined then one day i came home from school and my body ached i couldnt eat anything without throwing it up i felt my baby moving i thought everything was fine till the next day the last time i felt her move was a 7am from then on i didnt feel her anymore i went too the hospital and their they told me there was no hearbeat i was devasted i cried and cried my mom told me everything was going too be okay she had gone trough the same thing i was incuded i was in labor for 2 days when i had her i couldnt believe how gorgeous she was i cried when i held her my boyfriend was too sad too see her i held her and kissed her i couldnt believe she had dies inside me she was stillborn due too early aging of the placenta i didnt know how too respond too my 1st babys death i cried i wanted too turn back time and go too the hospotal sooner but i know that i couldnt its only been a year since i had her may 2 2009 now im 17 and expecting my 2nd baby he is a boy i pray everyday too god too protect this baby i am scared and worried there is not one day i dont think of her i know shes watching over me even though she is not here she is my baby and i am her mom

anna

Sad day

Found out last Friday that my husband and I were going to have our first child together. I have 2 boys from a previous relationship. We were so excited that we told everyone we knew. I had all the symptoms of being pregnant.. On the following Monday I started having brown discharge. I was scared to death. Called my husband at work and he rushed home right away. We made arrangements for our sons to go and stay at my parents house. We went to the ER where they took a urine test that came back negative. So they took a blood test that came back positive but my hormone levels were low. On Wednesday I ended up back in the ER where the doctor confirmed that indeed I had a miscarriage. It is so new to us that neither one of us knows how to feel or what to think.. We are both so numb that we try not to talk about it or think about it. I go to the doctors tomorrow so they can check to make sure that everything is coming out correctly. This was a sad day and will always hurt.. To the little angel that could have been we love you and miss you very much.. till we meet again...

Tami