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I was five days from my due date when it all happend. I was walking merrily in to the doctors office for a check up thinking about how nice it will be to have my son out of my big belly. That was when I know some thing was wrong because I suddenly didn't feel any movement. Later the doctor said that the baby was dead. I begged them not to take the baby out. So now pregnant again. Will be born, 3/20/12

Jami

In My Heart, You Live On..

hi, my name Is Valerie.. Ive Posted A story on here before about my daughter.. but now im going to talk about my little angel.. im 17 years old and i was pregnant with my 2nd.. when i found out, i was too excited.. always happy.. my boyfriend was the happiest ive ever seen him he would talk to my belly and kiss it before we said goodbye every night.. when i turned 2 months i had a little cramps and i bled.. i cried my eyes out becouse i knew what was going on.. the bleding stoped.. after a week i started to bleed again.. the blood was darker and there was tissue.. it went on for 2 days.. i even went to the hospital.. but i ended up walking away.. whats the point? i knew all they were ganna do is tell me what i didint want to hear, so i left.. i kept bleeding for maybe 2 weeks, and finally.. my baby was born. so little. i held him/her in my hand.. i cried. i cried and cried.. my boyfriend was devastated.. i didint do anything wrong to deserve this? and i know this lady who smokes and she is still carrying her baby.. its not fair at all.. but someone above us had reason to delay it.. maybe we were too young? we will never truly know.. it has been 4 months and i still cry for my little angel till my eyes dry out.. this pain hurts so much.. i ended up with depression.. but i know i have to stay strong for my daughter..i miss you little angel.. but i know god is taking good care of you up there, and so is my mom.. i know i will see you again.. please know your not forgotten until then.. in my heart you live on, always there, never gone.. preciouse child you left too soon. though it maybe true that we are apart, you will live forever, in my heart..... </3

valerie

lost without my twins

Hi, my name is sarah. i am 15 years old and is trying to get over the lose of not just one baby but two. i was 6 weeks when i finily deside to test. it was very hard to see that my result was positive cuz i was pregnant already before and had a misscarage at 8 weeks. i went on with my life as if i wasnt pregnant and now that im not anymore i regret everything. not specking up and telling someone that i was pregnant so i could get help was the worst thing i could have ever done. i was 9 weeks and three days pregnant when i finily made the disition to tell the babies father. i didnt end up telling him till 10 weeks the day i had my misscarage. we found out i was having twins by an ultrasound well i was misscaring, they found two sacs. i was in denile for so long and still am. i look down at my stomach and imagin my twins still being inside of me. im hopless knowing that it was all my falt. maybe if i would have told someone it would have never have happend.

im writing this now to tell people that its better to tell someone even if it might be hard because if you dont the worst things could happen to you. for me losing my twins will forever be the worst thing that will ever happen to me.

sarah

The hospital didnt help save my baby

Hi my name is Becky and i am 17
I am a mummy to an angel Joshua James Porter born 8/1/11 weighing 8lb 14oz
I found i was pregnant in march last year i was so excited and couldnt wait i went for my first scan everythin was fine my second scan they said my baby was a little small. They sent me back at 22weeks for another scan i found out then i was having a little boy they said he was perfect now so i went back after for my next scan it ws fine i had my last scan i was so excited i couldnt wait then i got to 38weeks i started to feel less movement they said he was fine i went back again they said he was fine again then i was over due by a week i went back i found out he had died i wanted to really hurt the doctor that didnt do anythin i felt alone i didnt know what to do how could my perfect little boy just be gone why couldnt i have saved him i went over every little detail from why to what did i do i had people saying it wasnt your falt and people saying be strong i just wanted to scream and tell them all to go away my partner went to self destruct he was so angry he took it out on everyone i new i had to stay strong for him every night i cry and talk to a picture every other day i go to the graveyrd and have a chat tell my problems and tell him how much i love him i still feel alone and i still feel empty but day by day i realise how much i am not alone my little boy will always be with me and he will aways be watching down on me and now its been nearly 4months me and my partner are planning to try again and we are trying to do everythin in our power to raise awerness to stillbirth.
If anybody has any ideas please feel free to email me
Thankyou for reading my story..

Becky

My first Miscarriage

Hello this is my first time ever writing but i am feeling alot of pain i just had my first miscarriage 04/29/11 i was 6weeks this was my 3rd pregnancy
i was looking forward to having a new baby but i had a lot of bad cramping,lower back pain,and then i started bleeding it started out light then it got really heavy then i seen little tissue come out as i wipe and i finally went to the hospital and got my hcg levels again it was 92 at the ob/gyn then 59 at the hospital so i knew that i lost the baby so whoever is going through the samething just let out your emotions you will feel better but i am still crying every minute but i will be ok just just stay strong everybody

Marquita